MCR Stories & Killjoy Support Group

MCR Saves is returning.

Hey guys, it’s been a while and quite a few of you have left. Hell, I even left. But I have an announcement to make.

This little blog thing we had going here was pretty great. It shouldn’t have ended, it actually helped a few people and kind of brought some of us together. I know I made a few friends through this blog. This blog has some great potential, because as I watch the MCRmy weaken (we all know it’s kind of happening), this could be a way to make at least part of it stronger….

Not only that, I want people to feel like there’s someone there, and this blog actually did that at one point. We could help people, all of us. Not only can people share their stories here, but they can come here for help.

So we have a mission guys, Tumblr Contamination. There are Killjoys all over tumblr who need help and have stories to share, why not try to get them to join us? So spread the word guys, and keep fighting.

Stay strong, stay safe.

i just wanted to tell everyone this.
i was feeling so depressed so down that no one could help me everytime i tried to talk to someone they would laugh at me call me an emo and some really quite abusive things somehow my “freinds” let this slip around school pretty soon i was being called these things by everyone i tried fighting back a few times unfortunately i cam off alot worse i had my face kicked my body bruised one night i came back from school crying my eyes out no one was home that night i nearly commited suicide but i thought to my self why am i doing this wasting my life on suicide i thought about all the good things in life the little things the smell of my favourite food the feeling i get when i skate the few freinds i had left hanging around with freinds having kids meeting all the new people i would in life missing all the opppourtunities i would have in life yes you may be at rock bottom but things can only get better. Gerard Way was in a severely depressed state and MCR saved his own life MCR’s lyrics have saved my life before when i felt like an outcast like nobody wanted me i just thought about MCR on stage how they felt when they were depressed and just look what they have done with their lives MCR has saved my life and saved so many others life is always worth living no one should ever have to consider suicide as an option just remember if you are getting bullied talk to someone and remember you are better than those selfish DICKS that call you names they dont deserve what they have in life they deserve nothing better than to live in the gutter you are better and stronger keep stron and Keep Running <3

I hope you guys know,

That I will always answer your messages, sometimes I just forget to check this blog and won’t get back to you for a little while. Your messages are often really important and you’re seeking help and you might really need the advice.

If you send a message on anon and I don’t get back to you right away, please check the blog every once in a while, it’ll be answered soon…

“do you have any advice for figuring out a way to tell my mom about how i’m feeling?
about how i’m depressed, and I hurt myself, and…
how I feel like I should see someone? like, a therapist.
I have no idea how to work up the courage/how to tell her.”

Just sit her down and she’ll listen, trust me. It will be really hard, but it’s just something you have to do…

If there is a time where you two are alone.. maybe you could go out to dinner or on a walk or something and just talk. She’ll listen and she’ll care. I know it’s hard to say it sometimes, but you need to think how it could better your life. Just tell her exactly how you feel in a calm manner.

Just be strong about it, don’t be afraid. It’s your mother and she cares about you. She probably would be so much happier knowing what’s going on with you and knowing she has permission to get you help.

My Chemical Romance helped me save my brother’s life.

I feel a strong kin ship with Gerard and Mikey because I feel like they would completely understand what I’ve gone through with my own brother. 

My brother was diagnosed with ADD/ADHD when he was six. About two years ago, I got a text late at night from my brother saying good bye. He was tired of being teased, and tired of being alive. I immediately texted and called both parents and the house phone for them to save my brother. Luckily, he hadn’t done anything yet so they were able to get him help. 

Turns out the medication he’d been taking for ADD/ADHD had caused depression. He was re-diagnosed as being bipolar, and having anxiety. So he was fine for a good while. Getting good grades, listening to good music, stealing all the My Chem music from my computer xD 

About three months ago, I got a call from my brother telling me about his worst week ever. He’s been teased since elementary school, and it has continued to the point where he gets beat up and bullied almost everyday in high school. He told me he was too afraid to go to school unarmed because he felt like they were going to beat him to death. 

I had no idea what to do. I told him to go listen to “Headfirst for Halos.” I told him that he was not alone, because he had me, my parents, and all of the MCRmy behind him. That night I had a nightmare that my brother was killed by his bullies. 

Even thinking about it is making me want to cry. I woke up and sobbed until I was snotty and ugly and I fell asleep. I dreamed that I met My Chemical Romance and started sobbing when I saw Mikey, and he looked heartbroken because I was sobbing so hard. I told him that I had just lost My Mikey. My little brother, and he gave me a huge hug, and held me the way one holds a hysteric child. 

Even though it was a dream, it reminded me how important my brother is to me. I called my brother the next day and told him I loved him. I told him how much he meant to me and that I did not want to loose him. 

My Chemical Romance helped me save my brother.

When you’re sad think of this:

dreamwherethefalloutlies:

Life is just one giant 1 million piece puzzle.

Each moment is one puzzle piece.

Something bad happens, but that’s just one piece. You can’t have the full puzzle without it.

We should just move on and keep building the rest of the puzzle.

“what if i feel like it’s my own fault i’ll be alone? that i push people away because commitment is so frightening? i’ve seen a marriage crumble and i don’t want that to be my life”

I’m not an expert on love, I know that hurts sometimes. I know that it can be so freaking painful. Life can be like that sometimes.

But you just have to pick up the pieces. I know marriages fall apart, but you know, it’s for the best then. If you get a divorce, then you still haven’t met the right person yet.

Try not to stress out about it. You’ll find love. I know that sometimes you can feel like your pushing some people away. Try not to do that, I guess. I know it’s hard. But if they care about you, as much as you push the away they’ll stay.

You will be loved. You are loved. Just believe in yourself. Don’t worry about the future, stay focused on your present.

You can’t have the future, without the present.

Sorry about my typos and grammar guys, I’m just a little tried.